Why
Now that all your friends are gone
And you are the last one
With a beat, yeah
You must move on
From your mourning song
So why
Are you leading
This life
You must believe there's something better
We want to know why
We want to know why
We want to know why
Why
Are you leading
This life
You must believe there's something better
The Letter
I've been running in circles
Chasing your name
Every whisper, every shadow
Drives me insane
You're the fire in my night
The storm in my sky
No matter how long
I can't say goodbye
I know I should let go
I know I should move on
But my heart keeps beating for you
Only you, only you, only you
Got me waiting, got breaking
What can I do
I crawl, I'd fall, I'd lose it all
If it'd mean I'd get to love you
I see you laughing, shining
Like you don't know
That my whole world stops whenever you go
You don't need me
I'm just a face in the crowd
But I'd give up my pride just to say it out loud
I'm burning for you, only for you
Only you, only for you
Got me waiting, got me breaking
What can I do
I'd crawl, I'd fall, I'd lose it all
If it means I'd get to love you too
Tell me to leave and I will be gone
But deep down you know that I won't last long
Call me a fool, call me blind
You're the one thing I can't leave behind
I've been meaning to call you all
And tell you all that you're beautiful
But that I'm sad (yeah, yeah)
I've warned you all, I've warned you all
Not to pretend I had a chance (yeah, yeah)
I've been running in circles
Chasing your name
Every whisper, every shadow
Drives me insane
It Won’t Affect Us
I can't express my gratitude for how I met you
And after all
My fear's not to die but to burden you
To slow you down
Complications will inevitably rise
I want to look down to see you
By my side
You're so lovely
Yeah, that's most the time
You make this home
With those little guys
Whole, strong, warm, fun
You make it, you make it
You bring the love
Some fluctuations will eventually fly
I want to look down to see you
By my side, by my side
I've got some imperfections
Haven't we, haven't we all
My thoughts on our direction
Leading us where we belong
And that's home
Whole, strong, warm, fun
Infections will fester all to displace
This life and love that we've made
It won't affect us, I promise my love
Costa Rica
Rocky silhouette brought by lightning
Reflects the tide roll in to me
Up to our knees in a crashing adventure
Hoping to steal a kiss from she
Tag- you're it, Marco Polo in the dark
Castles of sand lie near the sea
I've got a secret
Don't tell anybody
Nobody doesn't, so give it to me
I've got a secret
Don't tell anybody now
Killing time down at Raíces
Hiding away, all one big dream
Sleep not we will go on til Dawn
Tells us all it's time to come in
Pass the funk- don't keep me waiting
My how I'd love to dance with thee
I've got a secret
Don't tell anybody
Nobody doesn't, so give it to me
I've got a secret
Don't tell anybody now
Smell of exhaustion, breathing the air
Watching the fall as you climb on me
I've got a secret
Don't tell anybody
Nobody doesn't, so give it to me
I've got a secret
Don't tell anybody now
Bully Envy
Walking down the hallway
Some mother fucker put "kick me" on my back
Heading to the stairway, my inner dialogue saying
I know I'm on, I know I'm on, I know I'm on
On my way to better things
They're gonna cause trouble for you sun
Are you gonna beat em up
They're looking for you to have their fun, fun, fun
Are you going to beat em down
If they see you you better run
Is that the only option left? No
Here's my plan
Four point-o
PHD
University
Join a gym
Join a band
Grow a beard as a man
Support the team
Date online
Tweak the formula all to find
Matrimony
Let me show thee
I'm going geek to chic
And our performing all these creeps
Someday
But these creeps out chic my chic
Are doing better than me
They've gotten away with everything
There's no karma and life's unfair
To bald boy with bangs in his eyes
Illiterate idiot in love with telling lies
I'm jealous of you
Top the smug girl lucky enough to believe
In her family's made-up mythology
I'm jealous of you
Online
Señor Glen
Señor Glenlivet, Mr. Pepe Lopez
I do regret to inform you yet again
We're drinking alone
Do not fret, on the way home
I will get
A CD from the glove compartment
Of a car my parents own
We'll take a detour on the way home
She probably won't be there
Driving by makes me feel so alive
On this cold winter night
On this cold winter night
Pay my tab and say farewell
As the snow commences
My star field's there
On my drunk drive home
I sing for you
I'll take all these chances
And I'll make it through
These hard rejections
And sobriety checks
I have so many questions
Of what comes next
On my drunk drive home
I sing for you
On my drunk drive home
Biggest Fan
It's been strange to see you three lie here
It's been hard to see you three live at times
But I guess that's how it goes on the far right of the bell curve
They say that you look peaceful
They say they know they know where you have gone
No pictures, I haven't got them
No video, I didn't grab them
In my mind is where you live
Where you reside alive
More than a thousand people
More than a thousand people cried
They know our bodies leave us
I know I'll lie here one day
No pictures, I haven't got them
No video, I didn't grab them
In my mind is where you live
Where you reside alive
To my biggest fan
I'm your biggest fan
My biggest fan
Biggest fan
An Old Friend
I had interest in your sister
So don't think, mister
That you were anything but a tool to me
Adult man, flannel fan
Who knew you could cry, sob, weep
Like Nancy Kerrigan
But you weren't beaten friend
You hadn't seen someone die
Nor had you gotten my
Analysis of a rotten man
The kid of person who never works
But screams why, why, why
When they don't get it
Sound the wedding bells
Two dumb people will someday be
Three or four
How will you teach em' to be big
How will you teach em' to read, kid
You have no clarity
Recognize no charity
You'll never learn to fly
Nor have you gotten my
Analysis of a rotten man
The kind of person who never works
But screams why, why, why
when they don't get it
It's never your fault
You're too old for this
Steve’s Lil Boogie
We grew up, it’s a boy
Turn around and years of joy
They have gone down
They’ve gone away
Now that I’m invisible
And the two of us divisible
The most tender of parts
Have frozen through
And for the love that you wear
An outfit we no longer share
I find love is an outfit that looks better on you
I find that love
Love looks better on you
A train of change is rumbling
A grain of truth is surfacing
That for so long had been at bay
Sometimes I wonder boy
I need to leave for somewhere old
I need to scramble
Scramble back home
I find that love
Love looks better on you
When my feet hit the floor today
I didn’t feel any pain
My hackles are down
And I’d like to say
The decision to leave’s okay
Once again, I can say
Love is an outfit that suits me well
I find that love
Love looks better on you
Your Thieving Heart
There was no work and the snow had blanked my black-top town
I thought I was the only one awake, but I was confronted with electric eyes
Asking questions of love and life and what I think is right
Asking questions of love and life and what I think is right
I looking for the answers, toiling over answers
And picking up on cancers from this little dancer
Never been the man without two hands
One in reality, one in awesome plans
Maybe I should warm my coldest shoulder
Before you know it, this life is over
Everything is cold, god isn’t here
I haven’t a job, I haven’t a career
And if you want a game, of course I’ll play
I don’t know the rules, and I have to say
What I want is, really want is
Anything to believe in
Anything at all
Your love’s a front for your deception
Your thieving heart is reckless
You’re stealing it all
Stealing it all
She likes to steal
Stealing it all
She cannot feel
She likes to steal
Whatever you do, don’t believe her
She’s not quite real
Whoa, Whoa, Whoa
Where’d it all go
Where’d it all go
Where’d it all go
Where’d it all go
Your thieving heart
Your thieving heart
Your thieving heart
You’re thieving